glowingz

finished

2005-05-26T18:41:00.000-07:00

this may be the last time i am blogging
ppl hardly visit my blog i tink
the urge for blooging just comes n goes
it isn't forever
i feel like the outcast of the world
nobody understands me at least that's wat i tink
i am so alone
and i dont tink anyone knows that
i duno wat the hell am i here for too
it feels like i dun belong
dun belong to almost everything
i suck at studies
not very good with tennis
happy go lucky attitude
without any goals n dreams
i just feel like some rotten thing
in actual fact i hate studying
studying is not something that is by choice
it is forced
regardless of watever
if u can excell in ur studies or not u have to study
the world is not fair
n i have come to only realise that it is really not fair
i duno wat i want to do with my life
i have ever thought of ending it
but dint have to courage to do so
for so many times it came across my mind
i need something for i can hold on to
n wont let go
if so happens to let go
then it's the end
i dun have to urge to do anything anymore
i feel so DEAD

it's raining....

2005-05-05T22:09:00.000-07:00

haha... the sky is so black n i just heard the thunder... haha...

dint blog for quite a few days though... haha... joshua talked to me n he was so so happy when i mentioned his name during one of the blogs... after training at chinese swimming club... haha... he wants to get a new racquet but duno wat to get... then he wants to try me H4 so okay lo... cause i am NICE... NICE NICE... haha...

going out with abi n eileen later to town to buy present for 5ppl... kwann, chrestella, jasmine, mayyee and clare... haha... i am so going to be so broke not mentioning that i have to buy a mother's day prezzie... haha... n the thing is i dunno what to get for her... n i dun tink i am the onli person with this problem... haha... i still needa top up my ez-link card.... conclusion--- NOT ENOUGH MONEY!!!! haha...

still in school.... waiting for time to pass... haha... still geog supplymentory until 2.30pm... wasting my time onli... haha....

tata...

welcom back!!!

2005-05-01T04:45:00.000-07:00

haha... my mum, joey n my bro are coming back tonight not sure wat time but i tink is before 10 pm.. haha... cant wait to see what they buy back for me... haha...

today is labour day... means slack day.. haha... except for tuition in the morning... haha... eat then went out to see koi.. fish... haha... slack... ate meiji yougurt... nice... haha... waiting for dinner to reach home.. haha... hungry yet not... haha...

tata....

aching

2005-04-30T05:44:00.000-07:00

woke up like 10+++ wanted to wake up earlier but dint... such a lazy bum... haha

had my last training day yesterday... oh so sad... but the nice thing is that there was NO pt yesterday... haha.... mr ang was there though... qing dint go... our last training also never go.... this type of coach... aiya... watever la... hack it... at the end of the training, mr and made us shake handds with the juniors... haha... of formal... but quite disgusting... all the sweat n everyting... haha..

i tink i overstrained my hand muscles.. ahh... pain pain... even when i am typing... haiz... pain pain... haha... i said this many many time already... joshua also heard it alot of times.. i tink he said 3 times... aiya... nvm...

tuition was boring... so sianz... do the same thing everyweek.... comprehension then compo... comprehension then compo.... REPEAT N REPEAT... SO BORING!!!! watever la...

played against joshua.. singles... actually i suck at singles... haha... seriously.. haha.. lost 6-4... cause i overstrained it yesterday.. n i have said it again!!! haha... he wants a rematch next week but i said see how.. haha...

i tink there are many ppl out there hving their mid yr next wek n the week after... all the best... haha... although i dun have midyr... i wan actually... cause it kinda helps in prelims though.. haha... some ppl will think that i am mad.. haha...

had a wonderful dinner just now... macdonald's... haha... soo full now... my dad n sis had kfc though... n they gave me a potato... haha... i was too full to eat it... haha... it is still next to me.. haha...

haiz... tml got chinese tuition.. haven do homework.. hiaz... dun wanna do though... will do later... haiz...

tata...

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hm..

2005-04-28T18:54:00.001-07:00

in the school's library now... feeling kinda lost.. i myself also dunt know the reason... haha

my mum, my bro n joey are going to bangkok today... flight bout 12 plus... i tink... most pro calling my mum later to talk to her a little.. haha.. ask her to buy more things for me... haha... they are coming back on sunday i duno wat time though... gonna ask them later when i call them... haha...

then now that my mum cant fetch me home from training... i have to make my own transport back from bedok tennis courts home... haiz... hopefully i can get a lift from my junior... cause she stays near me.. haha... her mum is realli nice.. i tink it is possible... haha...

tata...

saddening...

2005-04-27T23:43:00.000-07:00

at home already...
the weather has been really bad these few days. hot... n there nth we can do about it.. haha....

things that happen cannot be controled... it is all fated... n it's up to u to believe it or not... like yuting's fren or neighbour got into coma after falling from the steps if i am not wrong... n got into coma... let's all just hope that he is alright... n will awake soon... n hopefully yuting will not be very disturbed by it...

slack the whole day... n during e maths i was so sleepy that i fell asleep during class n miss lee called me up.. to sit upstraight... haha... also had assembly today i dint understand it n it wasnt very wonderful either... something like ballet n dance then like so complicated until i dint understand... not sure if mercy understood too... dint ask.. haha...

oh ya... watched beautiful illusions yesterday nite at 9pm... on channel 8... joey was so funny... i mean her acting... not bad... ya... i was laughing when they showed her in the hospital... as the had a misscarriage... haha... when i see her in real life it is realli different from how she is when she is actin... haha... all her emotions n facial expressions on the show which i am never seen in real life is just too much for me to take it... as in too much until it makes me laugh... haha... anyway she is not in my house now though... haha... not sure where she is either but i dun realli care bout where she is not like she's my whoever yet... haha...

nth much to write though... havin piano n tuition later... reaching home late like 9 plus.... which is like soo thee late.... haha

tata

You want a sweet guy. Who'ld take you anywhere.
Like Japan!!! Wow I would like a guy like that
too:) Also he looks so cute in japanese
clothing:)

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hee hee...

2005-04-26T16:08:00.000-07:00

Hapy birthday DEB!!!! =)

haha... just quralleled with my sis last nitez... haha... but nvm...

azzie had a stupid dolly without legs... n it's red in colour... so scary... it look like a ghost from a far... haha...

today is slack day... haha... i am going to have fun in sch today i hope...

now having chinese lesson with yuting beside me n bev beside me... supposed to research on the chinese poet or sth la... not fully concentrating on that as u can see... yuting is also busying blogging away.. haha... bev'a on friendster though.. haha...

went to ida's... kwann's... gladys's... why they never blog??? esp kwann... from march holis until now haven update... haiz... y not? i duno... haha...

just come to realise that the chinese we were reseaching on had 3 women in his life... n they all look like duno wat.. they look weird la.. funny know... duno y wanna marry 3 women n the thing he doesnt love them at all.. haha... werido....

later got PE can play basket ball... yeah... but i suck un fortuantely... haha...

tata

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boring..

2005-04-26T00:00:00.000-07:00

the weather is so hot that i dun even feel like doing anything at all.. bored...

hopefully later i can make brownies.. that i have ben wanting to make ever since i got the mix.. but ev time when i wan to make sth is wrong somewhere i dun care.. by wat ever means i will make them today n bring to sch tml for recess.. muahahaha... yum yum...

haiz... my helo kitty collection of magnets still missing... haiz... still got 6 more onli... haha... very little left... hopefully i can collect finish soon...
haha...

hmm... maybe i will watch tv after this... i am so bored... haha

tata...

You are a flute. You are social and like to take
your chances. You like to spread your wings and
expirience new things. You are high in spirit.
You also like to talk to many people about your
views.

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appt....

2005-04-24T23:20:00.000-07:00

just back from school... finished lunch...
oday school was slack... haha... esp. the last 2 periods... social studies lesson was better than a maths though... instead of doing groupwork which we were suppossed to, we ended up telling ghost stories which were nice though.. but still feeling creepy... i would never go sch early n go to the toliet alone ever again.. haha...so many ppl were missinfrom clas today... 23 ppl were left the rest went to support badminton in the finals with singapore sports school... hope the win.. all the best to them... then a maths was the last period.. as there were so little ppl in the class... miss lee decided not to teach n we could do watever that we wanted... so in the end i did one structured for bio...even though i studied already i still feel so unprepared for it.. haiz.. then we talked n looked at the vs yr book which was boring.. then i landed at home... sianz...
later got hospital appt... stupid... onli wasting my time.. hopefully can end faster then i can come home n study somemore.. haha...
tata...

Your element is Water: Understanding, intelligent,
quiet and calm. You know who you are and no one
can change that. Usually quiet but only because
your listening, don't let anyone think you
haven't got an opinion! Your not quiet because
your shy or sad, your usually quiet because
your thinking. Your answers are well planned
and helpful so people generally seek your
advice. Your the perfect balance between
solitary and outgoing. But sometimes you need a
little time to yourself to sort out your
emotions and figure things out. You understand
the phrase 'sticks and stone' and rarely let
things get to you, whats that important for you
to have to get so upset over? You know what you
want out of life but are simply taking your
time and enjoying things. To you your life is
fine as it is, you can always change things
later if your not happy.

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speech day

2005-04-22T21:23:00.000-07:00

today had to wake up early in the morning just to attend the stupid boring speech day... i even slept or rather dozed off for a while.. haha... it was boring with all the speech for 4 ppl... so long winded...
but the dance was nice though... modern, chinese then malay... the modern dance was nice but they looked it ghosts or rather zombie... their face was so white!!! haha.... the chinese dance was not very nice... dint enjoy it much... swan was in the dance but i couldnt recongize her... she looked different.... haha... the malay dance was better then the chinese dance... that was wat i thought... haha... mercy was in the dance could recongize her among the rest... haha...
today knida boring also... need to study bio... having tuition later followed by training at csc... playing match again... hopfully not with the same ppl though... haha....

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Your inner soul is content with the way it is. In
general you are a very sweet, caring person!
You love to kick back and hang out with your
friends, but you also enjoy time by yourself to
read a book and catch up on your studies. You
love the wildlife and you can always seem to
make the day better. Your lover is the luckiest
man in the world because people like you are
rare to come across. You love life but always
still have your head in reality.

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...

2005-04-21T22:13:00.000-07:00

haha... i am blogging in school today... weird though... dun like the key board in the library but wat the hack...
haiz... to day was a damn boring day... nothing to do n nothing to laugh at... but bio was fun... at least i tink it was...i tink i am growing fatter day by day... eating n eating... visiting 7-11 n spending all my money... haha.... need to go on a diet.... do more exercise too... talking bout that i have training later... haha... can play games....
i duno wat's wrong with ppl... one moment they talk n simile at the the other moment they just shut up n stop talking to u n u can onli think that u have pissed them off... just wat the fucking problem is wrong with them??? they should seriously reflect... talking bout these ppl onli spoils my day... i shall not talk bout them anymore....
hmm... friday already.... need to work very hard n study for bio which is on tues... i bet the paper is going to be damn fucking hard... watever la... and the thing is i am not prepared for the ca... 4 chapters is alot.... going to work like shit for the next few days..
tml got the dumb dumb speech day... so stupid la... duno go for wat.. also never receive prize so go for wat? the stupid loke loke onli know how to force ppl to go n i haven told my mum bout it... haha...
1.22pm already... so fast.... i will stop here then... tata....

Life is good and bad. You know it can never be
perfect and that it never have been, and you're
fine with that. You still feel it's important
to live life since it can end any day and not
sulk because of some little failure in life.
You are often a happy person, still you don't
laugh all the time. You have a somewhat calm
aura and most people feel comfortable around
you.

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haha

2005-04-21T22:09:00.000-07:00

elloz... restarted my new blog... but still experiencing some problems... haha... hopfully can solve it soon...

You are a Samurai.
You are full of honour and value respect. You
are not really the stereotypical hero, but you
do fight for good. Just in your own way. For
you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil
person, if it is for justice and peace. You
also don't belive in mourning all the time and
think that once you've hit a bad stage in life
you just have to get up again. It's pointless
to concentrate on emotional pain and better to
just get on with everything. You also are a
down to earth type of person and think before
you act. Impulsive people may annoy you
somewhat.

Main weapon: Sword
Quote: "Always do the right thing.
This will gratify some people and astonish the
rest" -Mark Twain
Facial expression: Small smile

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